Today I drove out to Mississauga to go to Michael’s. It took 20 minutes to get out of the city and 20 to get there, so I’m not going to be able to handle making frequent trips out there. I suppose this is a good thing, but today it was like seeing an oasis in a desert.

All of their findings were 50% off so I stocked up, because this is the thing that I’m usually running out to buy every week and a half. I also got a bunch of buttons for earrings, beads for a necklace for Virginia, and a sample of a new line of really awesome & expensive glass & shell beads. If I sell two pairs of earrings out of the 10 or 12 I’ll be able to make it will pay for each strand, but I can still hardly justify spending $6 on a strand of 20 beads. I also got two autumn scented candles. When you’re wearing a sweater & pants with birkenstocks, it’s time to bring out the pumpkin spice. There is no consumer-feeling like coming home with a bagful of craft supplies. Not clothes, not movies or music, not a car, not gifts for other people…. craft supplies. Just waiting to be manipulated. I called Mikey, who’s out getting a beer with Drew, and told him that he should get something to eat because I will not be cooking dinner tonight. I’ll be busy.

It’s starting to feel like home. I feel uneasy if the windmill is not moving. It doesn’t look foreign or gigantic anymore.
When I got home, Mikey had gone to the post office and left a package sitting on my table:

Cheese from Samantha!!! A couple of our favorites, plus an extra that she threw in… West Virginia colors! This might be one of the greatest things I’ve ever received in the mail.
Listening: Johnny Cash